I’ve just returned from a new date. And after I’ve been so sad after the last, I was a bit held back about being eager about this one. But everything was different. We had been texting for hours for 2 days, we just clicked right away and honestly – everything was easy and right. So I kind of made him as whether we could meet up l. He works shifts as well. So we had to find a day and turns out, if we are spontaneous (and it was about 1am by then) we could meet up that same day around 11am.
I was so nervous and I told him. I didn’t sleep till 4am, I woke up around 8am again and was so done with life. But yet. Very happy to see him soon. He told me he had been nervous as well, which gave me some relief. He texted me around 10.40 tha the might be late so I just walked very slowly to our meeting point (he came to my town). By 10.50 he texted me, saying he was already there. So I walked a little faster and then didn’t see him at the palace we said. I texted him “where are you hiding” and whilst I waited for his response I saw him in his car. It made me laugh, because he didn’t notice me so I sat there looking at him until he got out of the car. He then saw me and just shook his head, smiling. We hugged hello and went into the cafe.
We talked. We ate, we drank.. toll like 4.30pm, so 5 hours of talking and we had it all. Funny stories, sad stories, opinions about stuff, stories about our past dates and exboy-/girlfriends. It all just matched perfectly. And he was looking so good, honestly. I kept looking at his lips. Because he is so beautiful and it was the first time I started thinking about a kiss… but knew I did not want to make that first step.
At one point in that conversation he said, he would have a big dinner, so I guessed he had some plans in the evening. Which was fine for me. By 4pm he asked whether we should go for a walk, so he payed the bill and we walked to the lake. We bumped into my best friend, which was kinda awkward because I hadn’t told her that I’ve met someone. We talked for a little while and went on (and saw 2 other people I knew)… we then sat at the lake again, talking, blabering and just having a blast. I started reaching out to him from time to time (holding his arm when telling something, clapping his arm when he was making fun of me and stuff like that). There was still no moment of kiss and it was fine by me. At around 7pm he asked whether I wanted to go home and even though I really didn’t, I have an early shift tomorrow so I knew I needed to get home. And he was hungry.
He drove me to my place and he asked me whether I needed the free pass (I had told him the other day. That f it was really a bad date, we would take a free pass and forget about the first date and get another one). I had completely forgotten about what I had said about the free pass. So he reminded me. However… during the whole date I kept saying “on our next date” or “when we see each other next time” and at one point took it back, realising that maybe he didn’t want to. And he took that as an “you don’t want to see me again”. Anyway. So we said goodbye and I told him to text me when he was home.
I texted him whilst he was driving home. That I had really enjoyed the date and would like to use the free pass. But because I wanted to see him again. But I would be ok when he didn’t. Because I hurt his arm and just funny stuff. He sent me a voice message saying that he had really enjoyed that date and would like to continue seeing each other. So I guess we will…:)