It is interesting how much has changed ever since I rejoined my community. No, I don’t have a boyfriend and I’m not even dating anyone
yet. I am just much happier in my daily life. Like today I was walking outside and just thinking about some of the conversations I’ve had, I started smiling like an idiot.
As I’ve said before, I am by no means searching for someone to date – even less have a relationship with. I am looking for some fun texting. I don’t even want to see those guys. Well most of them anyways. I am laughing about their stupid tries to impress me and their stupid compliments about my boobs (I had forgotten how much men are fixed on big boobies, seriously). Also I have started talking to a lot of guys I used to see weekly back in my teenage years (also through the same community) and it is fun to remember the good ol’ days.
I want to talk about a few guys in particular. Not because I want to date them, but because they make me laugh.
Firstly, there’s Redfox. I actually know him since I very first joined the community back in 2006. He’s always been a no-go for me. I kissed one of his friends once, who was a hottie – let me tell you. But he was just always.. I can’t really describe it, I just didn’t like him, because he was one of those guys who could have had every girl. And usually I’m just not into these guys. Well right after I rejoined he texted me and we have talked ever since. Just today we were talking about how funny it is, that we never in these 9 years have talked, and now we are. He also said today “I’m getting into you more and more.. and I don’t even know why”. Oh well boy.
Then there’s Weirdo. He is a weirdo. We were getting along perfectly and he then gave me his number, I texted him and the conversation literally almost died. I was like “oh.. okay then” and figured that I’d leave him be. After a few days he texted me and flirted hardcore. Oh by the way, right in the beginning he said that he was not looking for sex or a relationship, so that was great for me. Yesterday we were flirting a bit and he said that he’d actually be interested. Then I said that I am not one for a quickie. Immediately he started to behave weird again. Fast forward a few hours and he texted me “you have something. you make me curious, I’m not sure why though”. Okay.
Then there’s Dino. He texted me today and he’s also one I used to meet weekly back in the days. He’s a hottie, let me tell you. He always has been that crush I’ve had. Well we were joking about having kids until I checked his profile again and saw that he’s in a relationship, so I said that I was wondering why he talked to me like that having a girlfriend. He then said that he might soon be single. I’m not one to interrupt a relationship and I told him he can come once it’s over. We are flirting and in the end I think it’s not my problem, but his, right? As long as we won’t see each other, I am not going to stop it. If he wants to flirt – being in a relationship – that’s his decision.
Anyway, I am not looking for anything serious, like I said. I just enjoy the flirting. Immensely.